Saturday, July 18, 2009

Good girls go bad

I am obsessing over this video haha. I am such a fan of Leighton Meester. Who thought she could sing, huh? My friend, Faye, was the first one who introduced me to this song and I fell in love with it instantly. I love the beat, if only I could dance to it haha. Boy, you're dangerous Yeah, you're that guy(That guy) I'd be stupid to trust Yeah, you're the first thing that came to mind, M. I know you loved that bad influence on me. You'll be the first and last real bad boy on my list. I guess that "type" has a deadline for me after all. Good night everyone. Have a fun rainy evening.

Rainy Saturday

5 supposedly bloggable things to write about:
5) I went with my mom and dad to this scrapbook sale bonanza! Never have I seen such many artsy fartsy paraphernalia for the scrapbook aficionados. Dami. There were tables in each corner of the Valle Verde Clubhouse and each table had its own display of arts and crafts. There were ‘moms’ everywhere and I would say that my dad was the only existing male in the whole space. I think there was one more guy but he left the place much earlier than we did. Hindi siguro natiis? Haha! The good thing with my dad is that you can drag him anywhere and you will never hear a faint voice of complaining from him. Oh before that, I got to drive Marcus! I just had to take him on a spin. My parents said otherwise but being the spoiled only child that I am, they couldn’t resist my plea. Besides,sayang naman ang gas kapag hindi ginagamit diba? Haha! Guess what? I could not resist the temptation of buying such cute scrapbook papers for my mini project that I have failed to notice since the day I started working on it. Whoa, nakakapagod basahin yun haha. I am that kind of person, I never seem to finish anything I have started…except school! Haha. That’s my only finished achievement! I also saw some fellow knollers, one was Leica Odulio and the other was Nina Calso. Being the snob that I am, I wasn’t able to say hi. I did not feel like doing so. Sama eh haha. Blame it on the PMS, babe. Sorry. Besides, I am not really close to them. 4) I got to eat at Becky’s!! the sweet shop near the clubhouse. I ate a Chicken Asparagus sandwich! One of the best sandwiches I have ever tasted! Yumm. I also had a lovely view of boys playing basketball. It then reminded me of my childhood kalandian days when I would look out of our window to spy on this guy I once obsessed about and now I don’t even know why I cared about him. My dad ate this apple pie while mom ate a prune cake which was also scrumptious! I ate ¼ of her sweet delight. Takaw eh! Blame it on the PMS again! Haha. Dad and I ordered coffee to complement the cool weather. Hindi pumasa ang lasa kay daddy and I agree, it could have been stronger. I am a big coffee drinker, thanks to him. I have drunk various kinds of coffee – from Barako, to Civet to Brewed to Americano, Cappuccino, well you get the picture. 3) Hm. I have been thinking of deleting my Facebook aside from my plan of deleting my multiply, which has not happened yet. I have this withdrawal syndrome when it comes to things that are of value to me. Both social networks possess loads of pictures and entries which signify my immaturity and quest for development. But while I get myself connected to people who matter in my life, it also ties me tightly into the world which makes me immune to a lifestyle that I should not possess. I want clean living which might include deleting them. I want to retain my Twitter account and this! I love my blog, why should I delete it as well? I don’t care if people read it or not, it’s some form of release for me and being able to write everyday is such a sweet pleasure! 2) I blew dried my hair and now I look as though I am wearing a black hairy helmet! It was just too much. I wanted to look nice tomorrow because it’s Sunday (not that I have a reason to look good at all) but I just wanted to look a little different? Uh, epic fail! Whatever I do, my look will remain the same for as long as I live. Anyway, I guess it’s a good attempt! I went from lugay, to half pony and because both looks did not work for me, I went with the usual ponytail! It’s been 2 months since I last let my hair down. But now, thanks to gay hairstylists ( I am not being stereotypical, it's clearly what they are! sorry PMS again.) my outrageous hair wants to remain tied! So, I let it be. 1) I am studying our handouts for Monday’s d-group. Yey, it will be held here!! It’s hard discussing in a mall: a) sometimes your personal stories have immediate soundtracks, thanks to restaurant radios b) you always have this fear that you will be asked to leave because it’s time to close the vicinity. c) people are just instruments of distraction even if they don’t intend to be one! You cannot avoid the couples’ PDAs, loud women chismis, and random weird people around the area. It’s just too much commotion and yes I am that observant. Either that or I get distracted easily. So anyway, I had the chance to be OC again. I miss my colored pens, ruler, highlighter, post-its! I feel so accomplished whenever I use them for my handouts! Feeling ko, and sipag ko! Haha. Well, effort nga naman kasi mag-highlight at mag-sulat ng mini notes sa margins haha. And still, I am stuck with the thought whether I should delete my Facebook or not…

Brighter Than Sunshine -Aqualung - Aqualung indeed i hope there is something brighter than sunshine!
TV Time. I am out

A Piece of Advice

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Fix The World Up For You - James Morrison

Friday, July 17, 2009

Dear reader,

my day ended well!!
Meet my own little bundle of JOY.
My baby girl, Rebecca Joy. HAHA. She's so adorable!! I absolutely love her! She's a small version of me haha. I can't stop looking at her!! She's my lovely angel!
This is my other bambina! She has stronger features but still very lovely!! The mother and the father have such good genes! haha. My mom thinks I am crazy for doing this but thing is, wala pa kasi akong naiisip na ibang guy haha. Next time na! when he eventually shows up in my life.
This is Sarah Elizabeth
I cannot help it, I just had to make them clothes in polyvore haha. She's going to be a fashionista! just like her mom. I love her to bits!!
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set 3 by vitadelbella featuring GAP
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set 2 by vitadelbella featuring GAP
What a better way to end it than this...
There's a dream of someone. without a face, without a name. yours truly, Lica Toledo Good night, everyone. igz oh igz oh(XOXO)

The Rain

no matter how beautiful the tiny droplets are, they just didn't do me any good today. I was supposed to leave in a few minutes for MC to meet up with Sarah and our former Journalism teacher, Ms. Elizabeth Ong. My friend wanted to pursue the publishing industry and create herself a new magazine fit for the market. I thought it was a good idea and so, I decided to help her out. Thing is, we're fresh out of college, all we have are great ideas, pulsating energy and the drive to excel. When it comes to money-making and the real deal business, the ideas go down the drain. We have no background whatsoever about Entrepreneurship. We NEEDED a mentor and that's where Ms. Ong comes in. We absolutely adore her and her love for writing. Gawd. She is SO brilliant. Instead of taking down notes from a lady extraordinaire, I am here at home, typing this. On the plus side, I was able to finish editing my tita's verbatim. My back hurts, when was the last time I actually did something productive? College? haha. College was 4 months ago! SHOOT, 4 MONTHS AGO!!! almost 5 months already!! okay, I am panicking and hyperventilating.
HELP! WORK WANTED.
How hard is it to get a job, anyway? I don't know if I am being TOO CHOOSY or TOO LAZY to even start looking for potential bosses out there. Getting a job should not be as hard as looking for a probable lover, right? Those are two completely different things. One should at least be easier than the other. I'd go for finding the "perfect" job! I don't need a love life. They make rainy days worse as you pine for such people while thinking if you're enough for them. So the drama. I shall resign at the thought of finding the perfect love and search for the ideal career instead.
THE SEARCH IS OVER Oh, when will it be?
Sarah and I were discussing how difficult and close to impossible, finding a suitable career is! It's like waiting for a broken traffic light to go green amidst intense traffic and heavy rainfall. There's a possibility that the traffic lights will be fixed and there's a probability that the traffic will disappear but the chances are minimal during an arduous cry of the heavens!! That's where I am in now! I am amidst a storm for crying out loud!! The Philippine typhoon does not compare to the flood that's sweeping my life. I guess hoping that the sun will soon shine is what keeps me going. Oh Lord, have mercy on me.
I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN TAKE STAYING AT HOME. It's killing me. :( I can't take it anymore. :( I think it also has something to do with the fact that my emotional level and hormones are really high right now.I hate that time of the month.It takes away my peace and sanity.
HELP. I am so pissed off. Okay, it's the hormones.