no matter how beautiful the tiny droplets are, they just didn't do me any good today.
I was supposed to leave in a few minutes for MC to meet up with Sarah and our former Journalism teacher, Ms. Elizabeth Ong. My friend wanted to pursue the publishing industry and create herself a new magazine fit for the market. I thought it was a good idea and so, I decided to help her out. Thing is, we're fresh out of college, all we have are great ideas, pulsating energy and the drive to excel. When it comes to money-making and the real deal business, the ideas go down the drain. We have no background whatsoever about Entrepreneurship. We NEEDED a mentor and that's where Ms. Ong comes in. We absolutely adore her and her love for writing. Gawd. She is SO brilliant.
Instead of taking down notes from a lady extraordinaire, I am here at home, typing this. On the plus side, I was able to finish editing my tita's verbatim. My back hurts, when was the last time I actually did something productive? College? haha. College was 4 months ago! SHOOT, 4 MONTHS AGO!!! almost 5 months already!! okay, I am panicking and hyperventilating.
HELP! WORK WANTED.
How hard is it to get a job, anyway? I don't know if I am being TOO CHOOSY or TOO LAZY to even start looking for potential bosses out there. Getting a job should not be as hard as looking for a probable lover, right? Those are two completely different things. One should at least be easier than the other. I'd go for finding the "perfect" job! I don't need a love life. They make rainy days worse as you pine for such people while thinking if you're enough for them. So the drama. I shall resign at the thought of finding the perfect love and search for the ideal career instead.
THE SEARCH IS OVER
Oh, when will it be?
Sarah and I were discussing how difficult and close to impossible, finding a suitable career is! It's like waiting for a broken traffic light to go green amidst intense traffic and heavy rainfall. There's a possibility that the traffic lights will be fixed and there's a probability that the traffic will disappear but the chances are minimal during an arduous cry of the heavens!! That's where I am in now! I am amidst a storm for crying out loud!! The Philippine typhoon does not compare to the flood that's sweeping my life. I guess hoping that the sun will soon shine is what keeps me going. Oh Lord, have mercy on me.
I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN TAKE STAYING AT HOME. It's killing me. :( I can't take it anymore. :( I think it also has something to do with the fact that my emotional level and hormones are really high right now.
I hate that time of the month.It takes away my peace and sanity.
HELP.
I am so pissed off. Okay, it's the hormones.
