He hears...

God made me smile through a friend today. The moment I immediately read her message, tears fell from my eyes. Yes, iyakin talaga ako, I just can't help it sometimes hahaha. Had I not read her message, I would probably still be down in the dumps, wallowing in self pity thinking that God has forgotten to bless me with a job. Kapal noh? I know I should not feel this way after everything He has given me! I should be rejoicing despite this immense season of waiting. I was at the brink of giving up when I read her message. I was reminded to remain childlike and believe that God is faithful to those who love Him. I admire this friend of mine so much! She makes me praise God that I have friend like her even though she's logistically distant haha. Labo. Hindi na lang sabihin na nakatira sa ibang bansa haha. Thanks Irish! I admire your life so much! Words cannot express how grateful I am to you, for bringing faith back into my life just when I was about to lose it again. And I quote... "i understand. i'm praying for u, day! i guess we feel the same thing :D ako kasi, pag nalulungkot na ko at naiisip kong di ko mapapractice dito ung CA (CA= 4 years of calvary in college hehe) at na 10 years na, ala pa rin akong work, inaappreciate ko na lang yung mga beautiful things na naeexperience ko everyday. and i thank God that he's teaching me to be appreciative of these things. kakatuwa kasi everyday he does something...like my bonding moments with my parents here. hehe i dont know if this will make u feel better or worse pero sa kin, this works. iniisip ko na pag di ako nagkatrabaho dito sa u.s. or sa pinas or even in my lifetime hahaha, ok lang kasi everything's gonna be fine in heaven. it doesn't matter kung mapahiya ako sa mga taong nag-eexpect so much from me kasi God deserves my shame (haha im not sure with the words basta yan yung thought ). sabi nga ni David, he'll be come more undignified. hehe ayun. haha ang funny kasi kagabi naman, ang naiisip ko, super mahal ako ni God, ayaw niya pa akong mahirapan kakawork kaya di pa niya binibigay yung job for me hahahaha...parang loka-loka lang. basta, isipin mo, we're in this together hahaha...HS musical! hehe...apparently, we're not as patient as we think we are when it comes to God's timing. but surely, there's a valuable lesson after all this. haha ang daldal ko! sabi mo lang ipagpray kita tapos ang dami ko nang sinabi hehe... basta don't worry. God & I got ur back. :D" This will be a lovely sun shining day! Thanks dear sister!