I had enough.

rest today! yey! I slept for about 3 hours this afternoon and watched tv for around 2 hours or so. Sinong tamad? haha! I took my exam in BDI for CCF today. It was different from the other exams I took...it was more of an EQ assessment kind of thing. Mashadong natest yung personality ko to the point that I got really drained. The last time I took a test like that must have been first year college? one of those guidance exams to see which kind of job and environment you'll fit in best. I guess our church was kind of doing the same thing...just to check if I was A-OK for the position I am applying for. I woke up around 6:45 this morning. As usual, I had to drag myself out of bed again because I slept at 2 am! I was so addicted to editing my clothes and making it look a la Polyvore (http://www.polyvore.com)

SEE?? ADDICT.

But I must say, I did pretty well. I did another one kanina kaya lang my laptop suddenly shut down! Kainis, walang autosave ang adobe! i lost it! Kaasar. Anyway, my exam was at 8 and I reached the place around 7:30. I thought Manda will be traffic due to La Salle and Poveda that's why I left extra early. To my dismay, I reached the place earlier than I expected to the point that I had to wait outside because the office was still closed. Outside the building ha, where the cars are all parked! Sabi nung guard, wala daw kasing hintayan sa loob. Kaasar ulit. I had some extra time to read. Guess what I was reading! Haha. No I am not 'sabik'. No I am not in a hurry to find love (although sometimes I think I am)...I only want to put things in the right perspective. Media has played around with my mind for a lot of times that I have confused reality with fantasy. I just need to put things in God's angle. I will share some interesting insights I found in the book later. The test started around 8:30 I think. Anyway to cut a long story short, it was not so bad. After the exam, I had an interview with a psychologist for about 10 to 15 minutes. She was asking me about my work principles, strengths and weaknesses, fears, the usual! Nothing I have not heard before. I got home earlier than expected again! Ms. Edna of HR told me it will take me the whole day to finish the whole process. Thank God it was not that long. Yey. Hay. Afternoon. It was raining hard again. Afternoon chenes. I hate the fact that my laptop's always shutting down by itself. I don't think it has something to do with the virus because the system is clean. I think it has something to do with the mechanism itself. I found a letter I did before for someone I fell madly in love with. Actually those scribbles were as recent as 2 weeks ago, I think. I am really bad at letting go but at least I am not doing anything about my emotions. I have been sane for almost a month now. Yey me. My stuff are still scattered on the floor. My shoes and bag are disorganized altogether. Also, I took a picture of my favorite ballpens! Are they not cute??? I love those kinds of pens! Yung mga cute stuff. I feel so much like a girl when I use them (channeling Elle Woods). I took a photo of my Vietnam girl figurine which I bought in Vietnam last May. I love her because she's small and purple. That doesn't make sense haha. I love buying small souvenirs from the places I visit, especially those from different countries. Time to eat dinner first.

On Second Thought.

I really could not sleep, so I did a little late night photography.

Interview tomorrow.

I am all set! with my clothes ...and stuff. Time to sleep. Good night everyone! I had a terribly long day! I lack sleep.

The Rain.

The Classic movie has the best rain scene I've ever scene. It makes you wish you will experience the same scene in real life.

Makes me feel nostalgic and romantic even without anyone to love. haha. There's something about the cool afternoon rain that makes it perfect.

I want to sleep.

Lack of sleep + coffee + regular coke = KABOOM! Energy level at its highest, not to mention feeling shaky all over. My eyes are about to close but my brain is working at a speed of 80 Kph. I feel so tired already even at 1:00 pm. The moment I rested my head on my pillow, the sun was about to come up. It was dawn by the time I hit the sack awhile ago. I can already hear nature signaling the break of day when I finally felt the need to sleep. Grabe. What’s wrong with me? I only had 3 hours of sleep. By the time I got to slumber land, my dad walked in my room to wake me up for breakfast. Actually, to make things worse…I had a really unusual dream! End of the world na daw and the earth was being invaded by dinosaurs! Gaano ka kakaiba?! So besides the fact that I did not get enough sleep, hindi pa maganda yung kakaunting tulog na yun! Anyway, I totally forgot that I have a breakfast appointment with my parents at Pancake House, Pearl Drive. I felt like I was floating as I got up, washed my face and put on my clothes haha. Hello to eyebags. So anyway, we ate at Pancake house. As I was sitting in my chair, taking pictures of anything tangible, UA&P students started coming in. Are they allowed to wear shorts in school? Ha! Bakit ganun? Kung ano pa yung all girls’ school, yun pa yung sobrang strict when it comes to apparel! Ateneo nga, walang pakialam kung ano suot mo eh! Especially UP. Life’s unfair. There were times in my college life wherein I just wanted to put on anything without having to worry about being given a sanction slip, yung tipong regular shirt, shorts and slippers. Tamad. May mga times lang talaga when you’re super tired the previous day because of some requirement in school and you just don’t have time to care and think about what to wear to class! Bangag ka eh. But since, we only get to wear civilian once a week (Saturday classes) and sometimes twice a week (Monday activities), I guess I have no right complain. Minsan na nga lang eh, magrereklamo pa ako. Hyper. Told you I am hyper. Okay, 3…2…1…malapit na ako bumigay ateh! :D Kailangan ko ng malambot na unan at kumportableng kama! My lumpy bed. Thanks to me jumping on it when I was a kid, lumuwag na ang mga spring! Buti nga nakakaya pa ako haha! I woke up at 7:56 am at the sight of my bible and my devotional, PDL. Tipong ginigising na ako ni God for daily morning prayer! Sadly, dahil antok na antok pa ako, I wasn’t able to do my quiet time. Bad. My mom had the weirdest breakfast ever! Mashadong nawili sa noodles si mommy, ayan…spaghetti pa rin ang kinakain! While I had two pieces of pancakes and dad ate an omelette. Warning pa ng mom ko as I told her I was going to post an entry sa blog…”wag mo kong ipakita habang kinakain ang spaghetti!” I guess aminado siyang out of the ordinary ang kinakain niya. Hay Inay, I love you! Ito na! I had to say good bye to my darling car by the time we got back from Ortigas. Red was just sitting there, waiting for me to bid her farewell. Haha! As I quote my entry in facebook last night, “I went out at night to check on my car and mainly to get my things and bid it good bye. The funny thing was, I really thought my cr-v had feelings and I told *her* (yes, it's a girl in my dictionary haha) that she was the best car I've ever driven. Sinong weirdo? noh? haha! I got my little crate from behind, gathered all my cds and placed it inside.

As I was taking pictures of my stuff for the last time, I kept reminding her to still be the best car she could be by paying attention to the road and not to test the limits of driving like I did before. Weirdo na talaga! haha. I will miss this car for it's been six years since we were together! < tao? :)) The longest relationship I had with a non-family member! hahahahah saklap :)) not to mention..a non-living thing! haha! kidding.”

I will miss my college memories with it!!

I finally met the soon to be owner of Red! My dad just had to blurt out to this stranger, my so-called abnormal close relationship with the automobile! He must have freaked out when he found out that I usually talk to Red! (if you must know, yan ang Bambol beh ko! Okay!) Naman! Those are the things other people MUST not know. Okay lang kung friends, pero yung hindi mo kilala? Sana hindi maisip ni kuya na may sayad ako! Haha!

That car on the brochure will be the new addition to our family of autobots! Itim nanaman! Itim na kotse nanaman! Lahat na lang itim…meet my soon to be baby, Marcus Aurelius! Haha yeah, Gladiator si loko! Para fighter diba? chomats!! (or macho for those who are *jologically challenged* haha!) There. RED IS GONE!! She was bought at a price! But my car’s priceless, she’s not worth 500k! she’s worth a college girl’s list of experiences! Priceless yung memories I had with her. Okay, may sayad nga yata ako. May EQ assessment test pa naman ako tomorrow! Plus an interview with a psychologist! No, it has nothing to do with the fact that I have gone mental! Haha it’s for CCF. I am almost in the last leg of my application!! Yey.

My mom told me to speak of the truth at all times during the whole interview, baka daw mapagkamalang may schizophrenia ako. Patay. I told her that, that won't be a problem.

They called me for an exam in POEA tomorrow. Ate! Bakit naman ganun kalayo? AND hindi lang yun, I will stay in the building from 8 am to 3! What will I do during my free time? So now I am in my mom’s office because I just wanted to be with her kahit na hindi naman talaga kami magkasama because I am here doing this and she’s in all sorts of meetings! Haha. INAANTOK NA AKO! I want to go to sleep! Kulang na lang lagyan ko na ng toothpick yung mga mata ko! Or drawingan ko na lang ng fake eyes yung fez ko! haha! Freaky, I’ll make my eyes blue! Or better yet purple! Oh yeah! With extra long lashes!!

Anyway, I must end it here. I have no more energy left to write. Unti-unti ng bumibigay katawan ko! I wish I had a lot more to say! Maybe later, after I drink coffee and coke again! I feel like those chimpunks in Alvin and the Chimpunks movie after Uncle *what’s his name* gave them a frappe! If only I could bounce and fly all over the place as well. Oh that will be freaky. Willy Wonka! Willy Wonka! Haha weird. Sige na. Feeling ko bangagers lang toh! Last! First Ateneo- La Salle game will be on August 9. I need tickets!! Tickets for me, my dad, Ian and Ysa! I told them I will try to find tickets for them. Who has precious tickets? Find me, tell me, sell them to me! Or better yet, give them to me for free!! Haha. Xoxo.

See? Hindi rin naman ako antok…ang dami ko na nasabi!

Later bebe.