I want to sleep.

Lack of sleep + coffee + regular coke = KABOOM! Energy level at its highest, not to mention feeling shaky all over. My eyes are about to close but my brain is working at a speed of 80 Kph. I feel so tired already even at 1:00 pm. The moment I rested my head on my pillow, the sun was about to come up. It was dawn by the time I hit the sack awhile ago. I can already hear nature signaling the break of day when I finally felt the need to sleep. Grabe. What’s wrong with me? I only had 3 hours of sleep. By the time I got to slumber land, my dad walked in my room to wake me up for breakfast. Actually, to make things worse…I had a really unusual dream! End of the world na daw and the earth was being invaded by dinosaurs! Gaano ka kakaiba?! So besides the fact that I did not get enough sleep, hindi pa maganda yung kakaunting tulog na yun! Anyway, I totally forgot that I have a breakfast appointment with my parents at Pancake House, Pearl Drive. I felt like I was floating as I got up, washed my face and put on my clothes haha. Hello to eyebags. So anyway, we ate at Pancake house. As I was sitting in my chair, taking pictures of anything tangible, UA&P students started coming in. Are they allowed to wear shorts in school? Ha! Bakit ganun? Kung ano pa yung all girls’ school, yun pa yung sobrang strict when it comes to apparel! Ateneo nga, walang pakialam kung ano suot mo eh! Especially UP. Life’s unfair. There were times in my college life wherein I just wanted to put on anything without having to worry about being given a sanction slip, yung tipong regular shirt, shorts and slippers. Tamad. May mga times lang talaga when you’re super tired the previous day because of some requirement in school and you just don’t have time to care and think about what to wear to class! Bangag ka eh. But since, we only get to wear civilian once a week (Saturday classes) and sometimes twice a week (Monday activities), I guess I have no right complain. Minsan na nga lang eh, magrereklamo pa ako. Hyper. Told you I am hyper. Okay, 3…2…1…malapit na ako bumigay ateh! :D Kailangan ko ng malambot na unan at kumportableng kama! My lumpy bed. Thanks to me jumping on it when I was a kid, lumuwag na ang mga spring! Buti nga nakakaya pa ako haha! I woke up at 7:56 am at the sight of my bible and my devotional, PDL. Tipong ginigising na ako ni God for daily morning prayer! Sadly, dahil antok na antok pa ako, I wasn’t able to do my quiet time. Bad. My mom had the weirdest breakfast ever! Mashadong nawili sa noodles si mommy, ayan…spaghetti pa rin ang kinakain! While I had two pieces of pancakes and dad ate an omelette. Warning pa ng mom ko as I told her I was going to post an entry sa blog…”wag mo kong ipakita habang kinakain ang spaghetti!” I guess aminado siyang out of the ordinary ang kinakain niya. Hay Inay, I love you! Ito na! I had to say good bye to my darling car by the time we got back from Ortigas. Red was just sitting there, waiting for me to bid her farewell. Haha! As I quote my entry in facebook last night, “I went out at night to check on my car and mainly to get my things and bid it good bye. The funny thing was, I really thought my cr-v had feelings and I told *her* (yes, it's a girl in my dictionary haha) that she was the best car I've ever driven. Sinong weirdo? noh? haha! I got my little crate from behind, gathered all my cds and placed it inside.

As I was taking pictures of my stuff for the last time, I kept reminding her to still be the best car she could be by paying attention to the road and not to test the limits of driving like I did before. Weirdo na talaga! haha. I will miss this car for it's been six years since we were together! < tao? :)) The longest relationship I had with a non-family member! hahahahah saklap :)) not to mention..a non-living thing! haha! kidding.”

I will miss my college memories with it!!

I finally met the soon to be owner of Red! My dad just had to blurt out to this stranger, my so-called abnormal close relationship with the automobile! He must have freaked out when he found out that I usually talk to Red! (if you must know, yan ang Bambol beh ko! Okay!) Naman! Those are the things other people MUST not know. Okay lang kung friends, pero yung hindi mo kilala? Sana hindi maisip ni kuya na may sayad ako! Haha!

That car on the brochure will be the new addition to our family of autobots! Itim nanaman! Itim na kotse nanaman! Lahat na lang itim…meet my soon to be baby, Marcus Aurelius! Haha yeah, Gladiator si loko! Para fighter diba? chomats!! (or macho for those who are *jologically challenged* haha!) There. RED IS GONE!! She was bought at a price! But my car’s priceless, she’s not worth 500k! she’s worth a college girl’s list of experiences! Priceless yung memories I had with her. Okay, may sayad nga yata ako. May EQ assessment test pa naman ako tomorrow! Plus an interview with a psychologist! No, it has nothing to do with the fact that I have gone mental! Haha it’s for CCF. I am almost in the last leg of my application!! Yey.

My mom told me to speak of the truth at all times during the whole interview, baka daw mapagkamalang may schizophrenia ako. Patay. I told her that, that won't be a problem.

They called me for an exam in POEA tomorrow. Ate! Bakit naman ganun kalayo? AND hindi lang yun, I will stay in the building from 8 am to 3! What will I do during my free time? So now I am in my mom’s office because I just wanted to be with her kahit na hindi naman talaga kami magkasama because I am here doing this and she’s in all sorts of meetings! Haha. INAANTOK NA AKO! I want to go to sleep! Kulang na lang lagyan ko na ng toothpick yung mga mata ko! Or drawingan ko na lang ng fake eyes yung fez ko! haha! Freaky, I’ll make my eyes blue! Or better yet purple! Oh yeah! With extra long lashes!!

Anyway, I must end it here. I have no more energy left to write. Unti-unti ng bumibigay katawan ko! I wish I had a lot more to say! Maybe later, after I drink coffee and coke again! I feel like those chimpunks in Alvin and the Chimpunks movie after Uncle *what’s his name* gave them a frappe! If only I could bounce and fly all over the place as well. Oh that will be freaky. Willy Wonka! Willy Wonka! Haha weird. Sige na. Feeling ko bangagers lang toh! Last! First Ateneo- La Salle game will be on August 9. I need tickets!! Tickets for me, my dad, Ian and Ysa! I told them I will try to find tickets for them. Who has precious tickets? Find me, tell me, sell them to me! Or better yet, give them to me for free!! Haha. Xoxo.

See? Hindi rin naman ako antok…ang dami ko na nasabi!

Later bebe.

Love in Action

I had the opportunity to go over a transcript of our church's last Sunday message. I got an except from Pastor Peter's sermon.

Credits:Http://ccf.org.ph

Love is Action; Jesus in Action Pastor Peter Tan-chi July 5, 2009 John 4:13-16 “Jesus answered and said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water shall thirst again; 14 but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall become in him a well of water springing up to eternal life.” 15 The woman said to Him, “Sir, give me this water, so I will not be thirsty, nor come all the way here to draw.” 16 He said to her, “Go, call your husband, and come here.” Believers, be careful and do not be judgmental. Look at this woman. This woman was an adulteress but Jesus never said to her, “You must be born again.” The approach was different. Jesus used water because He is very gentle. But when it’s time to be tough, He is tough. Different folks, different strokes. You need to learn that we are all not the same. My language of love is different from your language of love. I have been with my wife for 36 years and I realize that her language of love is different from mine. Her language of love is ‘words’ or ‘affirmation’. When I say something negative it affects her. But because I love my wife I am willing to change. I remember a girl who had a temper problem. When she speaks, it is as though she is shouting. She likes to raise her voice when she disagrees with something. There are indeed people like that but I praise God for her attitude. She would always ask, “Is that how I come across?” Some people never change. They would say, “That is how I am. Ganyan talaga ako. Take me or leave me. That is your problem!” I realize if you practice Christian love but do not know how to communicate it that is your problem. You cannot blame others for not understanding you. The truth is they will not understand you. You’ve got to understand others. Some parents say, “I have three children. How is it possible that the first one loves me while the other two don’t?” Can I tell you something? Maybe it is so because these parents do not treat the children the same way. You must love all of them equally but using different strokes. Learn to adapt. In my case, I have five children and I needed to learn to adapt. I made sure all of them experience and understand my love. Ladies and gentlemen, if you tell somebody you love him or her but he or she does not experience your love it is useless. The Bible tells us to love our neighbor. Ask your neighbor, “Do you know I love you?” Do you know what your neighbor will say? “Show me!” (PTC)

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It's 2:00 am! good night everyone, err good morning? my parents will kill me! my mind is still wide awake.

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Model kid

I came across my kid photos. Even then, I really loved to dress up and pose in front of the camera.

I absolutely loved my dresses!

I am back.

I am resurrecting this blog! In less than a year my thoughts have changed, my style in writing has been overhauled... Wonder if that is good news or bad news? My playtime imagination has left me. I pressume that I don't write 'maturely' yet, but as I put my thoughts in a journal, I realize maybe just maybe my childish ways have sort of left me.